If I wrote a note to God..
I would speak what’s in my soul. I would say what’s on my mind. I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away for love to overflow. I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world. I'd ask for war to end . End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in my hearts. I'd pour my heart out on each page.
I realize that..
If love was a sport. we're not on the same team, you and I are destined to lose, we're better off, separated. And I'll go mine. Live your life, and I'll live mine, you'll do well, and maybe I'll be fine. I know I love you, I can't deny. I know it hurts so much but probably, it's the best for us. So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry. It's killing me so.
It's been in the past for a while. I get a flash and I smile. Am I crazy ? still miss you. It was real and right. I don't have to know why I had to lose you .Now you've just become like everything I'll never find again at the bottom of the ocean. And I don't wanna hold you, just wanna always remember you. Just know I'm gonna have to walk away. I'll be big enough for both of us to say. Be happy!
I am afraid of..
I'll fall forever. I’ve been sick forever. I felt tormented daily defeated by myself. I always confusing the thoughts in my head. I can't run anymore, broken, lifeless.The pain is so consuming me, so I can't trust myself anymore.
I realize that..
But this time, it's cut too deep, I hope never stray again. I'll save myself. I'll wake up for once. I've got to break through. I've got to breathe. I keep coming back for more. I learn every time I bleed. Sooner or later I'll get what I'm asking for. The truth is a stranger and my soul is in danger. I can't waste time so give it a moment. I realize that nothing's broken. No need to worry about everything I've done. I try to not look back. I’ll seek a new direction. I got to my spirit be free. I admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind. I have to move on.
God is good..
Give me the strength to make it through. Help me find Your love, cause love is over due. And it looks like I haven't got a clue. I need some help from You. Grant me the faith to carry on. Give me hope when it seems all hope is gone. Cause it seems like so much is going wrong. On this road I am on. I'd say please help me find my way.
( separeted-usher, note to god-jojo, october--going under-evanescence-, tatoo-jordin spark, bottom of the ocean-miley cyrus)
P.S : The truth of love by Jalaludin Rumi between Love and Mind
This painful heart laid bare torrid lovers:
There is no pain become spread
Love is a feeling heartsick because of separation from a lover
Love is a sign and a secret glass ball Belief
Not whether from sky or earth
Love will eventually lead us to His presence
The mind is like a donkey in the mud, always fail
Explaining what is called love
Just love can explain what love is
Did not like the sun, only the sun itself
It can explain what the Sun
Know! you who want to know
All the evidences you're looking for have already exists in “There”.